half brother

My father plopped his seed everywhere

Twice in Los Angeles with the bad bitches

Ricky was born first but we did not meet until I was 17 and he was…23?

My mom asked if there was a bond already

Did you really just ask me if I feel connected to the person I just met?

She asked if there was an instant connection; compared and asked if it was like with the family I grew up with

I wish I could’ve said it was like we’ve known each other our whole lives

I mean we came from the same coked out nutsack

Different mom’s but same state, same shitty upbringing, same missing father but no connection

No sense of comfort

No “I can call on him for anything or could vent to him without judgment”

You could se the desperation on her face as if she was saying “Please tell me he feels like the sibling I’ve always wanted to birth for you and me” but ma’am this is not your son

We missed the bonding stage

All 5, 6 or 7 of us missed that bonding stage

This is just another unwanted kid with half my blood in him